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on the run

you always are...

will you ever rest?

i know you’ve been through some shit

but don’t hurt the next

before you fix your mess. 

too much stress 

you pulled on my heart 

and all of its strings

i’m still learning and growing 

and i’ve redefined what love means

cause that definition changed for you

whenever that storm came 

my new edition girl in rare form

you couldn’t stand the rain

a gypsy for sure

you’re always on go

will you ever rest?

love will never grow 

in those places you left for dead

water yourself before you water me

you took off like a gypsy with my love

now there’s no more in me

on the run yet you are again 

i pray you find peace 

and heal that little girl within

how much longer will you deny yourself of peace?

don’t you know you deserve at least a piece?

carrying on this way will only add more weight

you left me alone with a heart to mend that i didn’t break

you used every chance you could take to get the best of me

you should’ve been more honest with yourself

and your destiny 

because you’ve only loved me childishly

and it’s wild, you see

how you were my every dream

but you were only my favorite facade

a girl full of mysteries and fantasies

on the run yet you are again 

i pray you find peace 

and heal that little girl within

how much longer will you deny yourself of peace?

don’t you know you deserve at least a piece?

at ease, gypsy

don’t run away from me outrunning yourself

what race is there to win

when you’re the one that needs help? 

the finish line is all mine

and that’s up to divine healing

divine timing

and divine women

that continuously linger on my mind

that feed my ego consistently 

and tell me i’m in my prime

i’m losing my mind

running away from the truth 

that mirror gets too painful to look at

when your own abuser is you

i should’ve let go of you when i had that chance

but i was too caught up in the desire for a fire burning romance

that was my bad.