VEIN
you’re so vain...
an addiction you are,
i feel you in every one of my veins.
was it all in vain?
one dose of you and
i was never the same
untamed.
whenever you came...
it rained
storms of raging thunder
with strikes from
lighting bolts as bright as your smile
you fill me with curiosity
as if i’m a child
my favorite girl
you were worth the while
won’t you stay a little while, child...
life without you seemed hard to manage
i was hurt before you,
but losing you could do more damage
what good harm is there for the misunderstood?
all those wishes and prayers failed me
i’m still no good
i’m notorious 4
giving away the love that i know i need
my heart’s in a catastrophe
i know it’s toxic
i don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me
i often wonder...
how’d i let you become the reason...
why
i don’t do drugs the same
there’s nothing that compares to the feeling that you gave
i lose my mind in these clouds
and get to thinking of all those days and times
of intimate moments we would spend together
what a great haze
i knew i had you
rain or shine
guaranteed
and that was in any weather
especially that May weather
you must be Mayweather
the way you knocked me out
like the sweetest hit in my veins
my adrenaline bae
one dose of you
and i was never the same
you rushed right through my veins
—
one dose wasn’t enough for me
and you knew that as you filled every prescription i gave
who are you?
and
who gave you permission to love me this way?
i can’t even look you in your eyes and complete my sentences without turning away
everything about you is too good to be true
there isn’t an ocean on this Earth
as deep as you
drown me in every drop of you
i’m some sort of fiend now
look at what your love can do...
or we could
look at what your love has done
why am i this young proclaiming that i’ve
encountered the “one”?
my euphoria
you brought the sun with you whenever you came in
you are the remedy that releases every emotion i held in
i just wanna feel you
your good
your bad
and your ugly
i’m a fiend for your love
you’re not God either
so don’t judge me
you’re so vain
it’s ugly
adrenaline in my veins
my druggy
say you love me...