break.
you ended up shattering me into pieces.
how do i know you didn’t mean it?
the confidence you provided
left me defeated once again...
i don’t want to feel heartbreak again.
break.
i need one
because that’s all i do
tenfold when i think of you
and all of the black and blue scars you made
that traumatized me and silenced me for years and more days
even after we parted ways.
break.
i don’t seem to be myself without you
but how do i pursue you in a world that thinks they’re
better off without you?
love.
they don’t know the truth.
they don’t know the real power of you.
love.
that’s all i know how to give
but i’ve never received the same love
is this the life a real lover is supposed to live?
how much more can i give
before there’s no more left to take?
you ended up shattering me into pieces
there’s no more heart left in me to break.
love.
you used your power for evil
when you told me your intentions were good
all i wanted was to love you
and you declared war
i guess you misunderstood.
to give you another chance to let you hurt me again?
i wish i would.
i literally fucking wish on a star that i would.
‘cause the feeling you give me is too damn good.
i’d sacrifice anything for you whether toxic or healthy
i didn’t know how to let you go on my own
it took God to help me
just promise me you won’t forget me.
love.
i swear i’ll always remember you
and every streak of blue that you attached to my blues
that was already singing...
—
how long will it take for me to heal?
i’m ready to feel.
love.
that’s all i know how to give
but i’ve never received the same love
and without you
i don’t wanna live.
love.
the truth
like i love love
you ended up shattering me into pieces
but i still want you, love.
my favorite drug
too much of you is voluntarily abuse
but to live a life without you in it?
what’s the use?
unfulfilled, if you will...
i have no more heart left in me to break.
if love is so good
why am i left feeling like this was a mistake?
how much more can you take
of me when there’s no more left to give?
love, you broke me indefinitely.
i haven’t had a break in years.
but this time it’s 4real,
and this healing is mine for the taking.
i’m tired of aching from my heart breaking
so i’m taking a break
before there’s nothing more left of me...
break.
because love, you broke me indefinitely.