…as promised.

(intro to novels 2)

i’ll always love you, if i’m being honest

forever and unconditionally, as promised.

“wherever life takes us”, you said

but you didn’t mention if it would ever tear us apart

if me loving you

meant you leaving me

i would have chose to know that from the start

but forever and unconditionally

you’ll always have my heart.

i’ll always love you, if i’m being honest

you deserve the loudest and most tangible love

life has to offer, humbly, without being modest

and you can count on that from me

forever and unconditionally, as promised.

you gave me the calmest love when shit was chaotic

your love was the truth to me when shit was dishonest

your love was giving me summertime madness

featuring sunsets in August

with the sun kissing your brown skin like you’re a goddess

you shine brighter than any star or comet

you were the hottest degree

God sent you directly

you spoke like a prophet to me

you brought out the closeted me…

after encountering your love,

you are the greatest psalmist to me

you speak life into anyone you see…

the love that i am so free 2 give,

i should charge double and triple the fees

but for you, my friend?

every ounce of it free

all you’ve ever wanted was me in my rawest element

i’m still the most fragile with my scars, but the way you kissed them i know you’re heaven sent

i will forever treasure this…

you bring ease to my mind

especially when i torment myself

you said “wherever life takes us”

but without you i hardly want my breath

what’s my soul’s purpose if it’s not to love you?

i’ve already waited seemingly forever just 2 get 2 you…

“wherever life takes us…”

is what i’ll keep reminding myself

without you i’m lost but i remember

your love returned me back to myself

and for that…

i’ll love you forever and unconditionally

forever until infinity, until there’s no one left listening…

if i’m being honest, i’ll always love you

forever and unconditionally, as promised…