do not get your heart involved 

don’t even catch feelings 

don’t try to play superhero

they’ll turn you into a villain

we agreed to not take it this far

but yet here we are

looking into each other’s eyes

as i’m caressing your thighs

plotting when i’m going to slip right inside of you—

your heart is where i want to be.

there is no way i can fight this feeling off of me. 

what good is it to play cool while you’re playing my heart strings this cruel?

with your Venus in Libra ruling my every being

you schooling me teaching lessons in love again

defining a new meaning

you intimidate me

you challenge every barrier 

i’ve placed around me

i can’t get enough of you 

and it’s so demeaning when i get to perceiving these thoughts of me being in love with you...

cause what’s the meaning? 

what i feel is true

but at the same time

this shit is so deceiving

and i know i agreed to be your friend

but i can’t deny the way i feel

whenever my tongue is intertwined with yours

and my hand in your hair with a fistful of your curls

the world is yours

why don’t you know it?

you giving me the same vibes

you want me too and i know it

you show it... right?

what’s the point in holding any of this in

our terms and conditions were only discussed verbally

it wasn’t written in pen

and i won’t excuse myself for these emotions i’m about to defend...

where’s the crime in love?

or is it only a crime to love you? 

this exceeds anything platonic

everything i feel is romantic for you. 

i want more for you

but you have to want it more for yourself

i want more of you

before you run out of time and there’s no more left. 

don’t fall in love with friends

they say it’s bad for your health... 

but see me? 

i’d run full speed 

just so i can crash into your love

i’d heal all of those wounds that scarred you too, my love. 

bring me all of your pain 

and i’ll bring you love. 

you drug, you. 

all this time invested and she still ain’t choose you? 

loose your grip before you lose yourself

i’m coming to terms with these conditions

and it seems that i’ve missed a step...

i thought i read you correctly. 

don’t neglect me

don’t question my love

unless you want to test me. 

i don’t want you to protect me. 

give it to me raw 

give it to me real

give it to me twisted 

make me feel...

more than what i was forced to believe

i don’t believe in what’s tangible 

unless it’s what my eyes can see...

i don’t believe you want me to accept this role

i’ve agreed to play

but if i deny these emotions

there’s no way i can guarantee that i’ll stay...

i’m a runner

just like you

i freeze up cause you’re so beautiful

but my love knows just what to do

you forever leave me captivated 

reminiscing in every awe of you...

as your friend,

i’m letting you know that i’d rather be your lover

i’m tired of witnessing you chasing after lovers who don’t even know how to love you right...

i should be the one laying next to you holding you at night

is that alright? 

what are you afraid of? 

let me remind you of what you’re made of...

you were created in the very image of God herself. 

your royalty succeeds one thousand queens

the mind of a mastermind

and the body of everything in between

i want your in between

whatever you’ve thought

whatever you’ve been taught

cast them all away on me

whatever you need 

whatever you fiend

let me be the one you breathe.

i’m not saying that you need me

but my love could change your life

i’m not saying it’s going to be easy

but i know i’ll treat you right. 

is that alright? 

all you have to do is agree

and from your own eyes you will see...

your end game lover is me. 

possibly.