you ended up shattering me into pieces. 

how do i know you didn’t mean it?

the confidence you provided 

left me defeated once again...

i don’t want to feel heartbreak again. 

break. 

i need one

because that’s all i do

tenfold when i think of you

and all of the black and blue scars you made

that traumatized me and silenced me for years and more days

even after we parted ways. 

break. 

i don’t seem to be myself without you

but how do i pursue you in a world that thinks they’re 

better off without you?

love. 

they don’t know the truth. 

they don’t know the real power of you.

love. 

that’s all i know how to give

but i’ve never received the same love

is this the life a real lover is supposed to live?

how much more can i give

before there’s no more left to take?

you ended up shattering me into pieces 

there’s no more heart left in me to break.

love. 

you used your power for evil

when you told me your intentions were good 

all i wanted was to love you 

and you declared war 

i guess you misunderstood. 

to give you another chance to let you hurt me again?

i wish i would. 

i literally fucking wish on a star that i would. 

‘cause the feeling you give me is too damn good.

i’d sacrifice anything for you whether toxic or healthy 

i didn’t know how to let you go on my own

it took God to help me

just promise me you won’t forget me. 

love. 

i swear i’ll always remember you

and every streak of blue that you attached to my blues

that was already singing...

—

how long will it take for me to heal?

i’m ready to feel.

love. 

that’s all i know how to give

but i’ve never received the same love

and without you

i don’t wanna live.

love. 

the truth

like i love love 

you ended up shattering me into pieces

but i still want you, love. 

my favorite drug

too much of you is voluntarily abuse 

but to live a life without you in it?

what’s the use? 

unfulfilled, if you will...

i have no more heart left in me to break. 

if love is so good

why am i left feeling like this was a mistake? 

how much more can you take

of me when there’s no more left to give? 

love, you broke me indefinitely.

i haven’t had a break in years.

but this time it’s 4real,

and this healing is mine for the taking.

i’m tired of aching from my heart breaking

so i’m taking a break

before there’s nothing more left of me...

break. 

because love, you broke me indefinitely.