BLAME gaME

please don’t forgive me for falling for you as quickly as i did,

you came as everything i’ve ever wanted and all that i’ll ever need. 

a blessing indeed.

i can’t help but want to indulge in all that you are.

an addiction, you must be...

can’t you see?

i want to be for you all that you are for me.

you take the words right out of my mouth and speak them so gracefully to me

you listened carefully to my heart and found what was wrong with its beat.

without questioning,

without reason,

you’ve reminded me of every reason.

you see a light in me i‘ve never once seen

and all it took was a planted seed for me to believe.

there hasn’t been a time you weren’t able to put my tormenting thoughts at ease. 

what is it that you’ve done to me?

i am helplessly at your will,

do with my love as you please.

you’ve brought clarity to my madness,

sane to my insanity, and peace to my dreams. 

you’ve brought a sinner to her knees. 

you are the breeze that collapsed into my lungs 

that reminded me to breathe.

i want to be for you all that you are for me. 

you watched the rain as it poured.

relentlessly. 

you’ve shown me that you love me for me, 

not for who i could be. 

you’ve shown me how to love me as me.

presently.

you’ve redefined my definition of love. 

effortlessly.

i will be all for you that you are for me.

for every moment of silence i’ve had that you understood. 

for seeing the good in me when no one else would.

for being unchanging. 

for being amazing.

for driving me crazy.

for your consistency. 

your love of intimacy. 

are you in to me?

blame me... 

for wanting no one else, but you.

it seems like i’ve pursued these thoughts

just like i’ve been pursuing you. 

i’m guilty of the alleged crime.

it’s true. 

i am undeniably in love with you. 

can you blame me?